Gay or Trans?
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There are so many delineations of gender now, nobody knows what they are.
I see a lot of males - who are presenting themselves as being female, even though they are STRAIGHT!
I suppose I would be considered GAY, but I have NEVER had any interest in being a female. At most, I would put on female clothes as a pre-teen just for fun to see how ridiculous I looked... for a costume joke / halloween.
I wonder how many gay males have actually wanted to be a female. I know that a lot of females - especially young ones - have penis envy, and are tomboys, etc.
I supposed that gay males who are bottoms, might desire to be a female.. but I am not sure.
My theory is that basically, people are looking for acceptance, to be liked, and have someone who cares for them. I know what it feels like to know that if I were to vanish from existence, nobody would care. I think I have one person who cares for me, and one is enough. One reason I think he cares for me is.. he KNOWS I care about him, and he is realizing that nobody else does.
He is rather short, which makes him unacceptable to most females. He is letting his hair grow as long as it will go. He is quite fit and strong and trying to grow a beard, but his beard is invisible unless you look VERY closely.. and count about 15 long hairs that look like armpit hair. He loves to shave off his pubes, but does not want anybody other than me to know that he shaves them off.