Why…Why...WHY I Keep Doing This To My Fucking Self?
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The first time i fell for a man was during my military service and he was straight…
The second time i fell for a man was when i fell in love with the grandson of a bed ridden old lady i was caring for (i am a nurse) and it could work but sadly, the patient passed away in my arms, severing my connection with him out of respect for his loss and his luck of interest.
The third time i fell it was again with a straight actor who i thought he was interest in me showing me some. suspisciouly warm affection over some personal issues but he throw me in the freind zone...Why i keep doing this to myself, dawn it? :cry2: :cry2: :cry2: :cry2: :cry2: