How old were you when you find that you gay ??
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When Redhawk (nickname) tried to rape Joan while he was babysitting me. I was about 3 or 4. She ran out the door leaving med with Redhawk. He pulled out a pale, hooded cock out his fly and told me to suck it. I slowly engulfed it as deep in my mouth as I could and slowly let it out, looking nat it as much as possible. He said that's enough and put nit back in his pants. He then went out the back door jusy befor Joan came in the front door. I have been thinking about that for over 52 years. Joan and I never tlked about it and I never ntold anyone until I spent some sessions with a shrink when I was 42. I saw Redhawk again from a distance in the hall at school when I was in the first grade, he was in the 7th. I yelled hi and waved. He waved back, but kept going about his business. I have been totally fascinated by cocks since that incident, but never let on, just looked when possible without getting caught or hard.
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Looking back, I'd say 11 or 12 I knew, which is probably when I learnt about homosexuality, although it was later when I would admit it to myself. I also remember one occasion when I was 8 or 9 and I remember seeing a guy in the changing rooms at a water park on holiday who I think may have been my first gay crush.
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Looking back, I'd say 11 or 12 I knew, which is probably when I learnt about homosexuality, although it was later when I would admit it to myself. I also remember one occasion when I was 8 or 9 and I remember seeing a guy in the changing rooms at a water park on holiday who I think may have been my first gay crush.
How old are you now?
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I knew for certain when I was 12
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Sweet 16
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I think….always.
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When I was 6 or 7… First grade. I was finally meeting kids outside of my family. I really liked this boy or that boy. By 10 or so, Fourth grade, my parents told me that I just liked hanging out with guys, and surely there were girls that I wished I could be around (suggesting maybe misinterpreted feelings of like). I tried to find girls attractive and tried to find a crush on a girl until 12. In Sixth grade, a classmate in PE said they were going to do physicals or something and determine how we were developing. I went home and researched growth, development, and puberty. Found a lot of dick pics, some to my liking. Relatives discovered me on the computer and the next thing I remember is being stuck in the living room with nearly everyone in my family telling me I was unnatural, a faggot, an abomination... They quoted the Bible and suggested my parents and I needed to go to church more and bring god into the home. We went to church more and they tried to keep me from the computer. Later that year, I learned that there was actually a name for that, so it couldn't be too unnatural. I played an asexual front, but when I was alone I was sooooo gay and accepted myself for it. I didn't act on it until 17 when there was this boy in a younger grade that was so cute! He set off my gaydar so I threw out the possibility of liking him and he eventually came around and we hung out and flirted but I wanted a relationship and he wanted sex so I didn't act on it again until I turned 20 and found my partner and he taught me to be more open and accepting about it.
Long story short:
Liked boys-6
Knew gay-12
Was fully gay-20 -
I've been attracted to men for as long as I could remember. But the moment of epiphany was at 13.
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I think I have always known. I am not sure when I attached the word gay to myself but I can remember sexually liking a boy in my class when I was 9 (in the very limited way a 9 year old has an awareness of sex). I had an erection one night when I was sleeping over at his placeAnd I can remember when I was 6 or 7 thinking about a girl in my class that I liked as a friend and thinking (to use my now adult words) that other boys would have a crush on her but I did not.
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since 12
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When i was taking sauna with my pal (around 11 years) and think his cock was the most beautiful thing i ever seen. :love:
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I would say even before i started grade school. About 5 yrs. old. I had some older cousins and we experimented, and although i wanted to do more, they soon grew out of the experimenting phase.
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12
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since I was 7 years old. But I just like men's body. Especially when I watch ad in Television. when I was in elementary school.. but when I was in High school. I like my friend. and know what love is. yes, I love him. unfortunately, he is straight. :cry2: :cry2:. sp, I can see him only from far–far away...hehe....but now he has married now... :cry2: :cry2: :cry2:
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13, a man named Wade Macneil. I saw him and instantly fell in love with him!
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The classic question. I knew something was different with me at 11 but could not put a name on it. Then in my early teens I developed crushes on my schoolfriends but again I was too nervous to come out or telll any one about my feelings. My sister somehow worked it out but that was between us. It was at 16/17 I took the jump and met and finally had sex with a young married man that was incredibly gentle as he was very well endowed. My debut was pleasant and memorable and then I had no doubts from that day what I wanted and what I was.
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My first crush was before pre-school, around 5/6, when I found my cousin handsome and attractive. but I didn't know the word 'gay' or consider myself gay until 11 that I finally found out the idea of being gay.
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My first attraction to a guy was when I was 3, really sure about it when I was 11. I did like some girls in between, but by the time I was 11, that had faded and knew my real and strongest attractions were to guys.
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Since 12 years old. At that age, I had some games with my cousin. After that some tv refferences makes me feel gay like power rangers clothes (that volume is wow), some children actors like Cristopher Castilli from Step By Step, the blue turbo ranger, and some brazilian actors makes my dick up.
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I perfectly remember when i was in school, i ended up kissing some classmate under the playground slide. I was a bit less than 10
