Is it wrong to spy on my uncle?
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I know this man who looks absolutely amazing. He's a commercial fisherman. He's short, but he has broad shoulders, huge pecs and arms, and big…big legs. He's very well-groomed for a profession like his, always keeping a military-style short haircut. This man happens to be my aunt's husband, technically making him my "uncle" (but not blood related, if that means anything).
I've always wanted to take a closer peek at his hard-earned physique; even if it was just once, I wanted to actually gaze at his whole body freely. Recently, my uncle's job had him relocate to my city temporarily, and he stayed at my apartment for one month. I would lay in my bed every night with the thought of seeing my uncle naked, even though I haven't. That's all I wanted. Just the thought of seeing his body totally naked turned me on uncontrollably.
I acted on my impulse and set up a spy camera in our bathroom, hidden near a "rack" in the bathroom we use to hold our things like shavers, blow dryers, hair gel, etc. I placed the camera so it could see straight toward the toilet, and past the toilet is the shower stall (clear glass wall).
My efforts were rewarded with a beautiful view of my naked uncle in the bathroom after he had come home from work. Nice, big hairy pecs, a surprisingly huge bush (doesn't shave), and O.K. cock and balls. It was amazing though. I've never felt such a rush of energy and excitement before. It felt so hot just watching my uncle lock the bathroom door, strip off all his clothes, and stand there for me unknowingly. He didn't even need to jerk off, or take a shower, or anything. He just shut the door and stripped everything off; that was enough to make me go wild.
Do you think it's wrong that I did this? Admiring my uncle being totally nude in my bathroom?
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I don't think so. I mean, it is true that you watched him without his consentment, but as far as it has gone I don't see a problem with peeking a little. I mean, it's probably illegal and all but the truth is I don't see that much harm made so far.
HOWEVER, I do like to point out that indeed he is your aunt's husband and that is a limit that you need to respect, and you have to be honest with yourself and find out if you are attracted to him specifically or to the whole voyeur experience. If it's indeed the first one, you need to back off before it's too late so that you don't get hurt yourself or cause any discomfort (to say the least) in your relationship with your family members. If it is indeed the second posibility, then you should probably try to find a different subject to your peeping, with similar characteristics if you like, to avoid getting caught up by the first scenario.
And BTW, be careful with that taping, that could bring more problems as well.
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And BTW, be careful with that taping, that could bring more problems as well.
I support that: pay attention!
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EDIT: content removed because it crossed the lines of basic common decency.
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Blood related or not, I don't see an issue with an attraction to a relative in that regard. The whole taboo nature of it for some can be quite a turn on. My only advice is to be careful at just how far you go because you don't want to end up creating a potential problem, or otherwise awkward situation. That being said though, as long as you're careful about it, view all you want. It's only natural
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I think the only aspect of the spying that is questionable is the fact that you are related to this guy. I draw the line at spying on friends and family – it's just beyond my own level of comfort.
Also, word of advice, be careful because the taping can get VERY addictive. I dared myself to secretly tape an internet hookup encounter by hiding a camcorder in a laundry basket. After he left I watched the tape and was thrilled with the results. I ended up filming quite a few encounters this way. But that thrill carried over to filming guys showering and such in the bathroom. I had to make myself stop because I felt like I was pushing my luck and I would have been mortified if the camera was ever spotted.
Oh, and Lex -- yeah let's not encourage rape okay?
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Thanks for the feedback everyone. Well, my uncle moved out again for work, so this chapter of voyeurism in my life has ended. I know my actions were wrong; after all, he is my aunt's husband. But I can honestly say it was worth it. Now I'm so passed that phase, and I don't ever have to think about it again.
If sinfulness always felt this good..
If anyone else has similar experiences, such as fantasizing about a close friend, I suggest exploring that avenue as much as you dare. Get it out of your system. Dive in and enrich yourself with experiences both good and bad. In the end, you'll be happy that you had cleared that out of your mind, and all you're left with is a collection of entertaining stories for yourself.
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Glad you stopped! Relatives is the line you must not cross!!!
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But still, the innocent craving for your uncle is part of life. If he were obnoxious or unlikeable as a person, i dont think you'd be tempted to do that anyhow. I think its because you consider your uncle special to you that gives you that attraction towards him.
I suggest keep these videos very personal, just for your own personal viewing only, and never share to anyone else. This makes the feeling more endeared and higher significance than just some common naked vid.
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Post the vid! Sounds hot