looks like there is a few great "outings" here, and som difficult ones

my story is a bit compllicated, i haw not yet "opened the door" but i have trouble finding out what i am… i like gay sex, i like girl sex... as far as iknow so far it seems that i can only love girls.. so i see the future "family life" with a girl, but what about the gay side of my life that isnt going away.. or i dont whant it to go away in the first place, but what am i? not gay, not bi?, not hetro? am i a human?

in what directions should a take my step? uhmm why does life have to be this difficult to live? why do i care what other people thinks of me? or the question should maybe be where are my self esteem?

:weep: :-l