Hey! Hornylevy…What about me?
I'm saying I'm ready to give you a try and I get no reply!
I have absolutely no interest whatsoever on whatever "fantasy" you have.
I don't care for you and your kind. So fucking go away.
All i want is Mr Mazda to fucking explain TO ME those fucking details he claims to have on MY LIFE
Coming back to this thread, 4 months later, I'd love to hear from levy or his new owner how it's worked out; call me a romantic (or call me fishing for a fantasy while staying in the safe zone of living your dreams) but I do like hearing when partnerships outside the mainstream work out for the better.
It just so happens that I do have certain details on that.
Im still fucking waitin for an explanation on why you think you have any insight at all on my life, dude.
Coming back to this thread, 4 months later, I'd love to hear from levy or his new owner how it's worked out; call me a romantic (or call me fishing for a fantasy while staying in the safe zone of living your dreams) but I do like hearing when partnerships outside the mainstream work out for the better.
It just so happens that I do have certain details on that.
You do?
That's kinda peculiar given that i haven't updated this thread in a LONG while and there's been a lot of developments in my life, none of which had been shared with anyone here.
May i ask what kind of details you talk about, bro?
What you seek may very well be arrangeable. Where abouts in Canada are you located?
For more information, or to make further inquiry, PM me
I sure would like to inquire more, sir, but your profile seems to be private.
I , at least, made an effort on your behalf.
I know you did. Thank you none the less. It's kinda nice to know someone posted here out of real concern and not just to take advantage of an easy way to flaunt a fragile misplaced sense of self accomplishment.
So, on a recent development, i might have just found the person who understand me and where i am.
Sure, he is willing to abuse my state of mind and manipulate it to finally break me into full time ownership.
He lives in London, own a slave already and is willing to take me even though all of my little sins and flaws. If it works, i'll be out of Canada soon and all this will be a cloudy memory in a couple of months.
He mentioned an international registration that provides a number and a bar code. I was wondering if this is something u might have heard of, and if so, does it entitle me to some sort of protection and/or security?
How's the scene in London? Way better than the rotten superficial really idiotic canadian, i hope.
Anyways, i'll keep posting as this develops.
Well… That contact turned out to be nothing of use.
The search's still on.
My 2 cents, for what it's worth.
Reading the initial post, I get the feeling that you're unhappy in your life, and you have a notion that if you could just get things a certain way, everything would be perfect.
This is just my personal experience talking, but that's a fallacy on two counts. For one- if you're not happy in a situation, simply moving geography won't change it. Happiness (or, fulfillment, or whatever you want to call it) doesn't come from external sources. It comes from YOU, and ONLY you. Other people can SHARE in your happiness and ain't life grand when that happens, but if you're not happy in and of yourself, no one else can help you.
The second 'red flag' I see in that post is your very limited description of what you 'need' to make you happy. When you put blinders on and say, "I will only be happy when my life looks exactly like this: A, B, C, etc" you are simply setting yourself up for disappointment because nothing will ever be EXACTLY like you imagine in your mind.
If you're serious about getting in a situation like you describe, I'm sure there are plenty of men out there that would accommodate you. But if you go into the situation with the mindset you have now, I think you're just setting yourself up for failure. My advice would be fix whatever's wrong NOW, and then when you find the guy who will 'own' you, he will know that he has a quality piece of merchandise and he won't let it go for some 'blonde guy'…
Just a thought. You're an adult and you have to make your own decisions and live with the consequences. I wish you well.
So…
Im really tired of people who feel they are morally obligated to post their discontent against my decisions just because they don't really fit with whatever idea you have of life.
Dude, if your perspective in life is so good and wise, use it for yourself. Preach with the example if you most, but don't come here to type the same bullshit over and over again just to have some sense of mental peace because you aired your small opinion.
I really don;t appreciate nor value this kind of posts in a thread that is dedicated to be a serious search for what im looking for in life.
If you dont like it, turn away or go watch some porn.
this is a juicy one… ;D
is it just me or shouldn't an aspiring 'bitchboi' be a little more accommodating rather than just demanding?
either way, i understand submitting to someone's control as a method to escape and essentially release reality and responsibility, but to not want to return from this state is beyond me. i like thinking for myself and manifesting my own destiny when i'm outside the bedroom.
if you really want to have your life controlled, why not just join the military?
…My biggest concern is that you are making an Informed Decision. This is not some fantasy world you are seeking to join in for fun…
exactly, you hit the nail. there's a great/big difference between what a man wants and wishes. in your case, Levi, i would try to settle my own life at first - on the medical field. such inner wuthering urges are not OK. i don't say about having some fun, but… this is just too much. you should consider such decisions much better, as they can destruct your personality completely. i repeat: in your case it's not about having some fun, this is serious...
my ex-bf decided to go the same way as you are about to do now. he was a perspective young boy. today? he's just a burnt-out 'whore' not capable of a normal life, unless with some drugs. you say: i don't want to destroy myself. neither did he. BUT… this can and most likely will 'catch' you soon, due to your type of personality. your 'owner' would have to be a very wise and psychologically skilled person to give you what you want but not to destruct you completely. think about it, please…
Ok, first reaction:
God, not again with this fuckery…
Second reaction:
I think i can say i do appreciate a lot the concern. Usually when someone try to persuade me from this is because they feel personally offended about someone not following the pack and the established paths in life. This is the first time in all this years i actually encounter people concern about "ME".
Actually, i think is the first time EVER anyone is concern about me, period.
I guess it's a nice warm feeling.
But anyways, i have thought about it thoroughly and long to be sure this is what i want.
Last time i was in a situation like this, life was perfect. That was 2008. It was only until a blond dude came to the picture that everything went to hell.
So, yeah, i know what im into and i know i need to find the correct man, and that's what im looking for now.
Once again, thank you so very much for your concern.
AWESOME!!!
THANK YOU ;D :cheesy2: :cool2:
Does anyone have the comic my wild and raunchy son?
If so, would mind posting it here? Please??? :cheesy2: ;D
I contacted the treasure island media before. The Gheno guy keep giving me appointments for an interview on skype, but he never ever show up.
IS there any other way?How did you contact them in the past? Via email or phone? If it was by email, call the number that was listed; if you called, try emailing. There is both a fax number and a business address. If you haven't had any luck with phone/email, have a professional portfolio created by a private photographer and fax or mail your pic set to TMI.
If TMI doesn't work out, there are plenty of other studios/production companies you can try.
I sent the application format on the website, and they contacted me. This guy Gheno, he's actually on my skype.
they say i look good and they are interested, but when he set appointments for the skype interview, he never show up.
So, i dont know.
I mean, my availability is in Canada, Im in Vancouver (unless i get kidnapped and owned >:D) So, maybe that's the issue, but they still reply when i ask whats going on.
What other studio i could check?
Do you think i have future on this?
I will make some contacts on your behalf then. Patience with the response please.
Wow
thank so much, Sir ;D :hug2:
Well….. based on your recent other posts I would say go to
hXXp://www.treasureislandmedia.com/TreasureIslandMedia_2007/main.php
The home page has Jobs and Contact Us
My :google: gives many related searches and they all have some form of application process.
I contacted the treasure island media before. The Gheno guy keep giving me appointments for an interview on skype, but he never ever show up.
IS there any other way?
Every studio site I have ever visited has a way to contact their staff to apply for this job.
Do you think theres a way for me to contact any of those?
I am going to leave tis post here for now but I have serious concerns for what you are seeking to do with your life.
My biggest concern is that you are making an Informed Decision. This is not some fantasy world you are seeking to join in for fun.
I offer my limited advice and I will endeavor to get you the information necessary for this decision.
I am but a PM away….................
Thank you for your concern, Sir.
to answer that, i have been a Bitchboi on and off since i was 16. I understand exactly what im seeking for and i have been looking for this for a while now.
Last time i was owned in this fashion was in 2007-2008.
I have been looking in recon and other so called "leather" websites and all i get is time wasters or people who only want me to become either a s&m slave, which im not, or a houseboy, which im not either.
I know what i am, and i really want to live my life the way i want to, sir.
Thanks again for your concern, and I'd really like to hear from you and your advice. also thanks for allowing the post to stay.
Bitchboi.
Does anyone know how could i try to enter the porn industry?
I live in Vancouver, Canada.
If anyone know or can cast me, let me know.
I realized recently im not happy conducting a "normal" life in society. My bitchboi nature is stronger than ever and i decided to take the logic next step. I’m seeking to be kidnapped and taken away to be turned into a complete 24/7 whore bitch slut. I seek to be drugged up all the time, forced to work out to buff and used for sex, parties, porn, prostitution for my keeper’s amusement. I want my owner to use hypno and brain washing techniques to complete transform me into a living sex toy slut. ATENTION: IM NOT LOOKING TO DESTROY MYSELF. THE REASON OF THIS IS TO LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I ALWAYS WANTED TO. IM NOT INTO PAIN OR BDSM, IM NOT A SLAVE FOR PUNISHMENT, IM A SEX TOY WHO WANTS TO BE EXPLOITED THAT WAY. I know there’s a lot of talkers and bullshitters out there, but i also know there’s men willing to own a bitch like me. Since this is a life time commitment, i seek for a man with the resources to remove me from where i am and take care of me in a long term. Im 100% serious and i’ll do this for the right man.
I realized recently im not happy conducting a "normal" life in society. My bitchboi nature is stronger than ever and i decided to take the logic next step. I’m seeking to be kidnapped and taken away to be turned into a complete 24/7 whore bitch slut. I seek to be drugged up all the time, forced to work out to buff and used for sex, parties, porn, prostitution for my keeper’s amusement. I want my owner to use hypno and brain washing techniques to complete transform me into a living sex toy slut. ATENTION: IM NOT LOOKING TO DESTROY MYSELF. THE REASON OF THIS IS TO LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I ALWAYS WANTED TO. IM NOT INTO PAIN OR BDSM, IM NOT A SLAVE FOR PUNISHMENT, IM A SEX TOY WHO WANTS TO BE EXPLOITED THAT WAY. I know there’s a lot of talkers and bullshitters out there, but i also know there’s men willing to own a bitch like me. Since this is a life time commitment, i seek for a man with the resources to remove me from where i am and take care of me in a long term. Im 100% serious and i’ll do this for the right man.
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