If you think it's hard growing up gay or growing up African American then try adding African American, Mexican, and gay all together! Has anybody ever experienced the hardship that I have? Honestly, trying to fit in with the black crowd because you're not dark enough or trying to fit in with your Mexican side but you're not Mexican enough and then on top of that you're gay where is our Haven? When do we get a break?  ???

Growing up i always wanted to have a lot of friends. Always wanting to make new friends and just have that best friend that will ride or die for you. It was like a dream of mine but now that I'm 28 years old i barely have any friends or Associates at that matter. Im curious to why ppl seem to be so invested in ur friendship when they are only looking out for there best interest. I'm a genuinely good guy who wears​ his heart on his sleeve  but I learned that that will get you nowhere in life. Why do you think that people are so fake why do people put in so much effort just to be fake?  :blownose: :blownose:

I've been thinking about this a lot and my taste has changed almost a whole 360. Yes I'm still attracted to pretty boys who are light skinned and black but now I'm into more of a ruffed up hairy chest look. I used to go for prep pretty boy high maintenance if u may, but now Im more into of a manly man who's more beefy than prissy. I used to proclaim my masculinity so hard but now I just want to be treated like a princess  who wants to treat me like a princess lol I'm still masculine all the way I'm just a big baby sometimes.