A Fetish I've Had Since Early Childhood…weird or not?
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Warning: Some of this content may be offensive, repulsive and/or disturbing to some audiences. Contains insight into a coveted sub culture of gay sexual fetishes. Longpig and Vore…
Read with an inquisitive and open mind.
Has anyone ever heard of this?
Ever since I can remember I've had a sexual infatuation with being cooked, teased and/or eaten whole or alive somehow. I can remember Hansel and Gretel wishing I was Hansel being fattened up to be served on platter. Somehow it really excited me. I also remember when i was 11 i watched Anaconda and got a boner seeing a guy get swallowed alive by the snake, seeing it's throat and him slide into it fully aware. Over the years it's grown a lot as far as how arousing it is to me and I want to know if I'm not the only one.Being hogtied, trussed, basted, and slow cooked alive on a spit with an apple in my mouth seems even more arousing. The pain does not, but the intense warmth does. Idk even a little struggling and distress gets me leaking cum. The thought of being roasted alive / slow cooked by a fraternity or a daddy-figure and consumed while I'm alive and squirming seems to be what I think about most. So I recently discovered a website - Zambianmeat.com which shed some light on the matter and essentially described me perfectly. According to the site, I might be something called a Longpig...or was born one and am in denial. It is a male human with an intense, seemingly natural desire to become a man's livestock and eventual meat, making them think that's what they were genetically born to be. It's just weird there's a whole sub culture like me of boys who feel the same way and feel as if they wont ever be complete unless they succumb to their longpig nature, fulfilling their alleged life-purpose, to be raised and eaten by men who are equally aroused by prepparing, cooking and eating a longpig. It's a sub-fetish in human sexuality and present in the gay scene inherently.
I also find human male/male vore very hot. Being swallowed whole and alive by a hot guy or giant. The feeling of his hot fleshly throat working my body over, my dick, etc as I'm crammed inch by inch through his lips, over his warm slimy tongue and forced down a pulling, pressing, warm/fleshy slick throat and being forced into a tight curled position in his inescapable belly gets me my hardest. Alongside the longpig concept.The way my sensitive belly would feel sliding across a giant tongue...mm. I remember in pre-teen years running out into the pasture to prepare myself for eating or roasting. I would baste myself with a marinade and sprinkle seasonings all over me. Then I'd put an apple on my mouth and try to restrain myself.
At around 9-11 years old. I would also sometime just oil myself down with olive oil and hang out of a tree with meat written across my belly..I loved how slippery and shiny my plump chest and stomachs skin looked and felt. So from a very young age I've obviously had this desire (didn't realize the weight and weirdness of it back then) to be restrained, prepped and roasted alive. Then eaten alive by other men.
I use to fantasize about what I would taste like or how it would feel like transitioning from muscle to meat..stiff and numb and more and more immobile/stuck in a position? And if other boys looked at me that way..if my dad had, and been hinting at that since toddler years. He'd always mention, and still does, how I'd make a good brisket and tenderloin and frequently squeezes my ass and gut. He's made many references to how a cannibal would think they'd hit gold with me and put me on a spit. It seems like he has suggested when he was drunk he'd dig a pit in the pasture one day and roast me crispy if I didn't stop hanging out with the wrong crowd and making bad decisions. He's always seemed a little disappointed in me. He seems like he's joking sometimes but others, subtly dead serious. A way to punish me and be rid of his fag son.
So have I frightened you all? Does the thought of capturing and subduing a longpig excite you? A 19 year old athlete or meaty wrestler? Or a small, young twink? Prepping him and seeing his fear but also noticing his arousal and boner as he's pushed into his oven or turned over a fire? Is it BDSM on crack? Or something else entirely? According to Zambianmeat there are men everywhere who get turned on by prepping and cooking younger guys and just as many willing young men craving to get that treatment. Thousands in every major city and many more for every country/ state. Where do these desires come from? Another way for nature to control population? It perplexes me. It's such a primal feeling sense of emotion, purpose, and instinct to feel this way and feel like I have to explore it and see what happens but am half afraid/ half aroused that if I role play it the "chef" might take past any chance for return and go ahead and roast me for real...or he could act as a role playing chef and really have intentions of truly cooking me and won't give it away till I'm hogtied and at his mercy. That equally terrifies me but something deep down is very turned on by that scenerio......
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Well I've read about - and experimented myself - a lot of fetishes, but never this one! No, you don't shock me, but I have an open mind
Thanks for sharing and letting us know about this appearently obscure thing.
I wonder… you must be a huge fan of Hannibal Lecter, aren't you? Have you whatched the movies and the TV series? These might work as porn for you I suppose. And they are all so beautifully produced! -
By the way… I must say that every fetish is a good and healthy thing if it doesn't inflict any actual harm and if it is consentual to both parts.
If you are REALLY willing to be coocked alive, KILLED and eaten, then that... well, my friend... is a problem, and you might want to seek some professional help. But if you can deal with it as fetish, and as a roleplay, I don't see the problem. -
Sorry but you have a serious trouble in your head…. a fetish which makes you a meat??